A lovely heplfull doctor has informed me that I may regain sight in my left eye and that it's not infected

yes.
I think I know that already.

And wile listening to 'No Matter What' from BatB cast recording (don't you just love acronims) I ended up crying for some time -explination that I feel like it's a bit to personal to type here-

And as always I lied when I said I would not edit my massive project. It has three endings now. Maybe it could be a choose your own adventure for that, one involves drowning, two have a suicide of the same character, two kill off at least three people, one is just all around 'how many people can I plausably kill here'
I don't know at all how to end this, which is why I don't want to...and this is what happens when most of the characters are you, it's hard to have one drown himself and suceed becasue...-insert my reason that I will not share here- Why should he get to suceed where I failed to.

And that's more then you would have liked to know about me. And part of the orgin as to why of all names I could have changed to I chose Ophelia.

http://www.nytimes.com/2009/11/05/business/media/05mickey.html?_r=3&hp
And YES! (No I'm not late on the draw, new information is presented...and Oswald being used is just :D)

PS. I'm going to be taking arial silk lessons

I was there last night. It was great, even though I ended up leaving around 2-ish after Kai Altair's set before Copal performed :( (I haven’t gotten much sleep recently yes.)

I got there a bit past 9 after getting a bit lost as the street it was on wasn't easy to find as because of a building the street separated at a point and I ended up going completely the opposite way for a wile, though eventually I got there. And the moment I did get there I was greeted by Jess, Kyra, and Phil and were later joined by Ariel and her mom and we were around the bake sale (because it was Jess and Kyra's bake sale and all proceeds went to Indian Orphans.) though by 12 I realised I probably should have sat down at some point...Performances started around 11 with Paige Stevenson and then number of performers from Lady Circus (I can't remember the names of each individual...) and then a small intermission which was followed by Sera Solstice and then Veronica Varlow, after a second intermission Kai Altair would have performed, but something about the drum and a little black box didn't work so there was a stall for that were it was prayed for and it's little soul was sold. And finally whatever went wrong was fixed and the set list was

Howl
Mama Ocean
Long Ago and Far Away
Sail Away
Here She Comes
Mermaid

And then I left.

So there is a little recap of the night.
And here are pictures (Warning, there is the least atractive picture of me in the long history of unatractive pictures of me in there, though thankfully it's with Veronica so if cover me it's a wonderfull picture.)
http://www.flickr.com/photos/knightmare6/sets/72157622677828121/

I was going to be going to see Amanda Palmer tonight, though I'm extremly tired and Andre went instead.

And not the one related to a coat!

That's a picture of John Owen-Jones in December 2007 at the stagedoor of Les Mis...it's all downhill from here.

The main quest! The retrieval of things!
Item the first. Yes a number of things were sold. And a few of the things I got back were as well, just not shipped yet :p I love fucking things up more then they thought I would.
What was sold do you ask?(that I didn't retrieve before it was too late and that is on this paper that was written that is allegedly incomplete)
CDs
Emilie Autumn
On A Day...
Chambermaid EP
Opheliac EP
Laced/Unlaced
Liar/Dead is the New Alive EP

Sera Myu
SuperS
Stars
Eien Densetsu
Kaguya Shima Densetsu
Last Dracul Jyokyoku
Transylvania no Mori
Black Lady
Mugen Gakuen
Eternal Edition
EE 2
Best Soundtrack 1-3

Les Miserables Cast Recordings
French Concept
1991 French Revival
Duisburg
2004 Berlin
Japan Blue Cast

Elisabeth
Vienna
Vienna (complete live recording)
Dutch
Essen

How did I get such a(n) (incomplete) list do yu ask? Clara. Apparently she did beat it out of someone...with a fire breathing torch...so she probably was also using a threat of arson. I love Clara, I really do.

Also this supports the theory most was for money (Just look at the Sera Myu list...LOOK AT IT!) ...because....yha, just look at that list then remember that there were many many more also stolen.

On a lighter note. I NEED SLEEP. And to have more classes where I can sleep in...or a study day 5.
And my bible studies (really.) teacher has taken to calling me Jessie, I can take being Ophie to many, but Jessie is just odd to me. Maybe it's punishment for being an atheist who knows more about the bible then most of the class despite having the same bible studies class as all of them.*

Also speaking of school, I'm just going to put this little annoyance out there, why is it that whenever I show an interest in a class the teacher will show distain for me...music last year, English this year...both because when asked for an opinion I give an opinion and it doesn't tend to be kind but it's my opinion which is what was asked for
The only teacher I've never had this problem with was the music teacher I had from 4-6 grade (my grammar school didn't have music for 7-8th grades, instead 2 days of computer >:( Though he was moved because since the people in my grade were....horrid for lack of a better term (better then the year after us though o-o) and he would get a little violent, tossed some chairs, yelled alot, I liked him though) because he was awesome (to me.) and from 5th grade on was determined to get me to learn how to place bass. I never was able to due to parents :\

In other schoolness, 52 people were absent today...I wasn't one of them! Though I'll problem be down tomorrow and hopefully Andre takes pitty on me and doesn't whip me into working.


*My name is legally Jessica, I go by Ophelia to aronud 85% of people however (My parents included now) causing a confusion when I'm refered to as Jessica around people who know me as Ophelia ^_^;

So as I mentioned in deleted post, I have an eyepatch! Well technicly I have the worlds most ghetto (two -ts?) eyepatch made of a napkin and some packing tape becasue I walked for hours yesterday and couldn't find a proper one.
FUCKING CORNERS!
It attacked me. And I think Westly helped, she hasn't been to happy with me recently (because I havn't been sleeping and as such can't comfortably hold her so she can.)

So yes, I'm going blind in one eye and can't get hold of a doctor....

And my day that I intended to be left in mostly solitude because Clara, Andre, and Andre's Lady Friend who's name I forget right now (^^;) were at a party untill quite late, I was forced into Bayonne by a friend...And we did stuff. Then watched Tamera. Everyone, go and watch Tamera right now. It's (practicaly) a comedy...someone gets almost killed with a Baugette.How can something that contains that not be a comedy :D (It's also a bit of a Carrie rip off. And Jennifer's Body rips off this, though Tamera is quite a bit more atractive then Jennifer.)

PS. I got my wish, there was a German today... I feel so usefull for once! 

PPS- Upon listening to the end of Miss Lucy Had Some Leaches my first thought was...Louis XV and The Male Voice I Assume to be Dr. Stockhil are the same person...The voice reminded me of his voice in Rose of Versailles Abridged... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r6M7wLVZCrQ something in it, made me thing of a more menicing Louis XV and also,I had some amusing moodwiplash from the swich from that to Always Look on the Bright Side of Life (Spamalot Version.)

 This I post to this ever edited entry because the headline made me giggle and it's filled with lies about my older brother, because between the two of us one was facinated with bugs, it wasn't Vinnie who also isn't a senior with a dubble major.
http://news.rutgers.edu/focus/issue.2009-10-29.7399988752/article.2009-10-29.8057217268/
 

Edit more so then just random thoughts.
Turns out a friend does read my livejournal and acted as if I was completly mad for breaking into soeone's house (well I didn't break anything, I slid open an unlocked screenless window and slid in and out of that) just for a few CD and some notebooks. And I've talked to the person who lives in said house and I don't take a word he said with a grain of salt, but acording to him, he didn't have anything to do with The Great Ransacking of September 2009, was just given them by someone else (This is also someone who helped with the stalkary over the last wile for the now dead ex-boyfriend so yha...)...I didn't have it in me to attack due to above, but there was much screaching on my part and eventualy I said fuck it I'll get back to this at another time and he's not going to press any charges on me.

However to defend what I did, it was not about the CDs as was emphasised by said friend (okay, Enchant maybe, though emotional attachment to it and all.), it was about the notebooks which I've already explained what's in them, my life, soul, and (literaly and figuratily) blood are in those pages. I've ranted on that enough, but just let it be known I'm not nearly as crazy as one would belive.

Just to get my many notebooks that contain book with no title and Enchant back.

I broke into someone's house through a window (And I'm very glad I'm tiny!) and grabed Enchant and a few other CDs/books that were stolen from me that I had proof are mine. Sadly I've found something out, eather
1) This was a muliti person operation
2) Fucker sold some most of it

I cannot express how glad I am to have them back home again.

Love
Ophelia

PS Why has there been a sudden influx of people who only speak Portuguese at the book store where I work? Can't it be random influx of German, I can speak German! Thankfully André can speak Portuguese better then he speaks English...

PPS - Why do I already feel like I'm going to somewhat love and regret going to both Kai Altair's 13 Moon's party (http://twitpic.com/mlye9) and Amanda Palmer's concert the next night?

Why? Because it's about Emilie Autumn's concert at The Highline Ballroom last night that's why.
And because I think Andre's cat sedates me to get me to bruise in my sleep becasue I wouldn't put it past him.
This is going to be rambling and possibly a bit long of a re-cap of last night with my memory working as hard as I can make it work.

So I got there with my freind at about 4:45-ish after finding fellow muffins on the way becasue we are easy to identify visualy and I was reminded of one of the stupidest things about the highline which is that the line has to be broken up at the parking lot for the grosery store which came in handy when food was needed though. And because I'm with my friend Amy (because Andre had what I think might be swine flu D:) I suddenly find myself talking to people I never would and some that I probably would and would still probably bounce for warmth with (because bouncing makes everything better.) The waiting was for the most part fine, I've come to the relivation that I will always be at the same spot when waiting at highline ballroom no matter what time I get there, and that is right after the parking lot next to the pile of cardbord. And it will always be cold regardless of time of the year.

Also online, the lovely Kai (Altair) (or Veronica's sister) came bouncing around with the VKA NYC flag and VKA patches recuting new members (because it's fact that we are the worlds best kissers ~_^) and had a few coppies of her single.

So my first gripe is the will call which I usualy never do, but I got tickets through pre-sale and as such had to wait on the longer line as people who had tickets on hand were able to get in quickly. Grrr. This problem was solved quikly and by the time I got in the VKA flag was passed from Kai to me (and is now on my wall in all of it's sparkly glory.)

So there was an hour of waiting in the warmth of inside and I was a row back from the front (though as always someone who is quite tall just has to be in the front.)  And the music decived most when it went from happy music to not happy music to 'In A World of My Own'

set list from memory

Best Safety Lies in Fear
4 O'Clock
Opheliac (Maggot swinging in a hula hoop over the crowd... :D)
Liar
The Art of Suicide
I want My Innocence back
Shalott
Dominant
God Help Me
Unlaced
Dead is the New Alive
I Know where you sleep
306
Misery Loves Company
Face the Wall
Mad Girl
Bohemian rhapsody
Thank God I'm Pretty
Outro

And then I tried to get to the merch table but the line was very very long and I couldn't and then the VIP reading. Well waiting in a circle on the floor and getting scolded everytime we would leave it, I couldn't help leaving it, I think the person who was corraling us probably wanted to nail me down, becasue I kept on bouncing up to talk to/give presents to the crumpets.

Now for the reading it's self.

Once we all went upstairs into a little rather dark candle lit room to wait a little bit longer and watch as the stage got taken apart. And then Emilie came up about 5-10 minutes later and apologized that we weren't getting the Asylum book then and let us see some things from inside the mock-up version that she had with her. That included her paintings of leaches with mental disorders and eating disorders(I belive it was bi-polar, scizophrenic, parioia, multi-personality, anorexia, and bulimia.) as well as an add for opium that she drew. And after that took a few minutes to have us tell her jokes in a british accent as she chose what to read us and eventualy settled on the first time she met Dr. Stockhill.  And then called up Inky and sung 'My Fairweather Friend'


(You can ignore my awkwarndess here.)
(And thank you awesome tour manager!)